Today is my 18th day as a full time mother. The feeling? WONDROUS!!! :D Oh yes, to Chezel, Happy Birthday!
Like most mom, I am in a new sea change. No more predictable timetable of when the 'tide' would come. Everything has changed. Yup, my priority has changed. I have changed (a little.. hehe). :)
For a start, my daily routine starts between 2am and 9am. And because I'm breastfeeding, hence, continuously hungry, I had meals at odd hours. My study schedule also affected since Insyirah needs feeding every 2 to 4 hours or so. And of course, I am missing my 8 long hours of beauty sleep. Sigh... :P
Having listed all that, I would proudly said that I am not mad at all. I was the type of person that would easily get irritated if anyone disturb my sleep. And not just irritated, I would turn myself into an angry witch I tell you. Seriously! And I was also the type of person who would strictly stick according to my daily plan and detest any last minute changes. Also because I am trying to shed a few kilos of fat around 'that' place, I would never let myself indulge with all those tasty chocolate, fries, fried chicken and etc (jgn terkejut. Yes, I didn't follow any pantang) or sleep right after I had a heavy meal. I am not mad for the one an only reason, it is for Insyirah's sake! :D
Baby do make wonders. They change people lives. Insyirah's indeed add more spice in my life. Her smile lifted my day. Knowing that she's gain weight and wee and poo well makes me in content. Insyirah makes me looking forward to tomorrow which used to be my least favourite thing because a brand new day means more work to do yet time flies so fast.
As I am typing this, I am watching "About A Boy" with Ummi and Insyirah. Although it's obvious that I am not paying attention much to that movie, I knew that the storyline was about how a young boy change another man's life. My verdict for this movie, five out of ten for acting and ten for storyline simply because I am attach to the idea of how a young being could change anyone's life. Huhuhu...
Insyirah's smile... :D